My body is such a difficult, sometimes painful, sometimes disconnected, sometimes agitated, sometimes fear-filled, sometimes confusing place to be, and yet it is the only place I can be. And I find more and more that the path to being in my body in a pleasurable, connected way is through all that, improbably, impossibly through.
And there are days I don’t know if I can hold that.
And so sometimes I don’t. I dip in and out of awareness of my physical form, and in a way that’s our bodies’ wisdom - that blurring, that cloudiness - to try and protect us from what seems too much.
These feelings are sometimes too much to hold. And yet we are never too much.
This banner over all of us is love is love is love - thank you for that beautiful reminder.
I see this, I hear this, I feel this.
My body is such a difficult, sometimes painful, sometimes disconnected, sometimes agitated, sometimes fear-filled, sometimes confusing place to be, and yet it is the only place I can be. And I find more and more that the path to being in my body in a pleasurable, connected way is through all that, improbably, impossibly through.
And there are days I don’t know if I can hold that.
And so sometimes I don’t. I dip in and out of awareness of my physical form, and in a way that’s our bodies’ wisdom - that blurring, that cloudiness - to try and protect us from what seems too much.
These feelings are sometimes too much to hold. And yet we are never too much.
This banner over all of us is love is love is love - thank you for that beautiful reminder.